Day

Today I am just hanging around the house thinking about all the things I have done in my life. People tell me I think way to much, but I like it. The way I look at things helps me plan what I want to do, I think of the things Ive done and had happen to me so maybe they don't happen again. Today is Sunday i really wanna go out but I don't think that's gonna happen. It has been a really interesting weekend and it really sucks. All I can think is what now, I have no certainty in my life. I don't know what I will wakeup to tomorrow or even if I will wake up. Everyone always says live today like its your last day but how can I do that if I have no clue whats going on in my current life, who I have or what i want. I just don't know