Day

Today I am just hanging around the house thinking about all the things I have done in my life. People tell me I think way to much, but I like it. The way I look at things helps me plan what I want to do, I think of the things Ive done and had happen to me so maybe they don't happen again. Today is Sunday i really wanna go out but I don't think that's gonna happen. It has been a really interesting weekend and it really sucks. All I can think is what now, I have no certainty in my life. I don't know what I will wakeup to tomorrow or even if I will wake up. Everyone always says live today like its your last day but how can I do that if I have no clue whats going on in my current life, who I have or what i want. I just don't know

navy medical

So in no way am I aloud to come out and say that the medical practice in our nations capital is bad but I will say this my foot is fuckin killin me

life & love

boy o boy well its my one year anniversary with my wife. the one thing i can say about this past year is it isn't easy being young and in love. Ive come from a background of nothing but trouble Ive always been able to find myself doing something stupid but some how found away to never get hurt. in love there is no way to not get hurt, love is hurtful. for the past year we have spent six mouths apart her on the west cost and me on the east. life is not something that goes by nicely or slow. this has been a very fast year i have done many things regretted many and loved others. i am glad to be where i am today but let me tell you its been no cake walk to get here and nor with the rest of it be.