Tuesday, August 12, 2008

lovers & friends




lovers & friends, friends are every where, you find new ones every day. but lovers, wow lovers are something eles something rare that are hard to come by and even harder to find. once you find a friend its easy to lose them, man it happens every day. drama is always ruinnin things, but boy once you find a lover you will never lose them. even if they are your x or you never dated once you love somone you will never lose that special fealing for them. but the only thing that can go wrong is when you find a lover that just wants to be a friend thats when things fall all apart...

Monday, August 11, 2008

LLD "Light Limited Dutyy" for 30 days


YES!! so im pretty sick im not gonna lie i have had strep 3 times and broken out in hives in the last mounth. so in all my sickniss the doctor at navy yard medical wanted to see what was really up so he did blood work... and unfortunitaly i have mono witch is a pretty nast y virus but at least i now know whats really wrong with me. and because i have mono i got to be LLD for 30 days witch means i really dont have to work!! its pretty cool.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

chillin'


yup so I'm just chillin around sitting here letting the wonders of the world come to my mind. its pretty simple you know, that's life I'm talking about. its really not that hard if you think about it. many times we make are lives hard, no one makes our lives hard we do. Ok so your boss is a bitch or a dick and they make you pissed. so do something about it, don't sit there in a dead end job and let yourself fail.


you gotta try to make life suck, its easy to make it fun... that's whats so difficult about it is the simplicity of it. you have to make choices in your life. some are more important than others but all in all a dissuasion that you make is one you make no one dose it for you. if your job sucks that's because you decide to let it. if your relationships always suck, witch most of mine do, its our fault. we let everything around us control our lives to much. loosen up and be yourself and live your life don't let someone live there life with your time.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

vacation


vacation. a simple American pass time, everyone needs it and everyone wants one. but what do you do on a vacation? where do you go? once you get there what do you do? do you have to go and do certain things? or what. well ill tell you one thing, its vacation, relax chill out have a beer or a wine cooler if that better suits you.




being on vacation to means time to chill out and do what ever comes to your mind. so your with your family, so what go your separate ways, I'm writing this at a coffee shop in nags head north Carolina by my self while the other 13 people i came with are on the beach. this to me is time to relax. I'm by myself drinking a coffee and unwinding. the weather is great and i couldn't ask for anything else.




now one thing i always find myself doing while on vacation is thinking. i do a lot of thinking. so this year I'm 19, yep I'm young but don't think for one second i don't know what it means to be be an adult. I'm in the navy, i work more hours then most the people in my family, and being on vacation to me now is the best thing in life. so like i said thinking, that's one thing i think you have to do on vacation, take a step back and look at the world. what u do every day, your friends the places you have been, and most of all the places you want to go. are you doing what you want to do with your life?? what do u do to impact this world to make a difference?? think of that and ask yourself am i doing anything or am just another American doing what i need to do to get by? if you answer yes to I'm just doing what i need to do to get by, then get off your ass and go out there and do something.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Beach

hey everyone whats goin on??? well i made it to the beach i wasent sure if i was gonna make it here but i did... the navy isnt to happy about it but hey you know im still a person and i still deserve a break now and then.

ill post up pics tomorow most likely!!